asukaWorld

Miracle... Do you exist?

it's really painful when you realise that the plan that you hav come out with cannot be carried out... Jus because of one hindrance, one disappointment, i dun feel like carry on anymore... i noe there might be some other ways to get through, but i jus refuse to shift myself.. i rather remain at my position and cant stop thinking why... i noe this is not a good way, cos it seems like im avoiding the problem or another word not feel like solving the problem.. actually i noe there are still other ways, i jus refuse to move......

i still hoping for miracle, hoping that my plan is still able to carry on... anyway if i get through this time, i still hav to get through another stage which is more diffcult... have been a pessimistic person since young.. dunno y jus can't make myself happier, keep soaking myself in misery...

anyway for time being shall not think too much anymore, having test later.. hopefully will not get distracted during the test, and hope can do well ba....